I love you, more than anything, more than myself, more than my family, more than my guns. It’s 6:30 am and I still haven’t slept because all I can do is cry. I’ve lost you. And it couldn’t be anymore of my fault. They say it takes two to tango. But I guess I’m the only exception to that. I single handedly ruined our relationship. You have never done anything wrong, but you did put up with my jealous ass, random anger in which I spurt out despicable things, and my crazy driving. ;) hehe. Your the most amazing girl I have ever met. And I really hope the future will bring us back together, because eventually if I ever do get married (You know how I feel about marrige) I want it to be you standing beside me at that altar. Everything about you is soo undescribable, your truly one of a kind. I’ve never met a girl who is soo kind, soo considerate, so smart, so funny, soooo akward that it is just adorable(one of my favorite things, I love that soo much more than you know), so outgoing, sooo beautiful, so ambitious, so generous, willing to do whatever it takes to help even one person you have never met, and soo beautiful. I can easily say there has never been a girl I have ever met who has all of those amazing features. Your one of a kind. I love you sooo much, and I regret every single arguement, every single stupid mind game, every guilt trip, every piece of trust I didn’t put in you. You deserve soo much more, so much better. But I plan to be that person when all of this college and my marine corps enlistment is
Up. I truly love you with all that is me, I hope with every ounce in me that we will be together again. Wait for me Lindsay, you’ve helped me start to be a better person, I really wish you will be there to make that complete. I love you buttt, soooo much.